Hati...

     Kadang-kadang hati tertanya-tanya kenapalah orang yang aku minat,suka and sayang tak sukakan aku...kenapa orang yang aku tak suka terhegeh2 plak nak dekat aku...kadang2 aku terfikir untuk mengecewakan orang yang menyanyangi aku sebab aku rase aku tak boleh hidup bahagia dengan dia walaupun aku tahu dia akan bahagia bersama aku..tapi aku tak sanggup buat macam tu...orang cakap baik kita belajar menyanyangi orang yang sayang dan cintakan kita daripada kita menyanyangi dan mengejar orang yang tak sayangkan dan lansung tak nampak kehadiran kita dalam hidup mereka...

     Kadang-kadang apa yang kita mahukan tidak baik untuk diri kita..aku harap apa yang aku pilih sekarang ni akan memberikan kebaikkan dan kebahagian untuk aku...Bukan mudah untuk mencari seseorang insan yang boleh menerima kekurangan,keburukan dan sudi memaafkan aku diatas beribu-ribu kali kesilapan yang telah aku lakukan...tapi bukan mudah untuk aku menolok semua dugaan yang datang dalam hidup aku...kadag2 ia sangat2 menguji aku dan sehinggakan aku tersesat dan terpedaya..apa yang aku harapkan ialah kemaafan itu sentiasa ada untuk aku apabila kau tersasar daripada jalan yang sebenar...

    

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Muiz, Iwan and Bad..three persons i meet want i do the part time job during semester break..special name and nice person.still young..all have their own mission..they coloring my live and company me went i feel bored.MR???he still in my heart..although some time we always fighting but i know in our hearts still have are love..strong and very strong love because it, we still together. Too many allegation in our love some time make my heart broken and i feel want  to clash but MR do not want to let me go from their life.i don't know why???sometime I'm jealous want i seeing the other couples seem happy in their romance and in my heart i always ask" why i am not happy as they?" the answer is I DON'T KNOW..
 ...Bad..naughty boy..18 years old, but physically like 20 years and above. He able to do the part time job to find own pocket money.
Iwan...19 years old. he are quit person..while Muiz is active and funny boy..he always make me smile with their attitude..i recognized with Muiz and Iwan, when Yati and i played ping pong for the URUS club.For me during training with they is are nice memories. i still remember what Muiz say for me..The word he say is: "nak Menang Tak",  "wak Relakz je",  "sedia, jagan gaduh" . when i reminded it so funny and make me laughter alone..
 But our meeting was for a short time only, when the semester ends I will leave to live as a student who was busy with various work provided by lecturer. what is important that MR got to know, with anyone and I became friends with anyone I know, in my heart I only have love for him. What I want is the honesty to love me and not to play main love.
Bad, iwan and Muiz I consider myself like a sister..